how hurt can make you great

Today, onwards, Ive pained inside my tummy. Maybe, eating disorder perhaps. 

But, even it hurts me lot,  but, Ive seeing stuffs that makes me move forward. Things whichever could make me rethink of how great my life is. Life of others whom had a great condition of life. Rich due of generated from ancestor but still , until now they dont have a kid to embraced their family. Plus, that couple still together over 15 years. However, she always crying as she felt sad think of her husband felt once they met with their friend and carryiong their baby. Nonetheless, for them money is not a problem, thus, because of their benefial-money, they can help others big family in raising their eldest son went to college.

Thank god. Even, it is just a simple case. Even god makes them luxury in everything, but, still, they also, god made them be humble to others who were insufficient of every necessity. Even it is just basic, but God is Great. He able to connect everyone for a single touch.

Plus, every time Im exposed to new place, makes me think of how great my life is. Truly I feel great within myself . That is not all. Plus, First I met my friend, very closed since we were kindergarden. She great . I love her because she has had amazing attitude and she be friend whoever in the school. She fantastic.

Still, time by time, everyone has their own life. We got everything to do.

Still, gladly, I found her. But, sadly, Her condition not improper , she keep on checking her wallet either there is a note for her to spend. Once, she gets it, she move to train station and keep on wonder what cost of note she had which can move to. I knew her since we were young, started at primary school. But, she appeared to public truely opposite with who she was. Definitely, her attire not expose her. What I knew about her , she just optimistic, always cry when people sad. Always handy, when people asking help , but, now, I could not ever describe how sadly she was. She seems no one help her either financial and/or other manner. Her condition obstacle her to get a job. To get facial for her own self. Plus, to get her own family.

For mentality of public, people need to have money in their pocket. Have enough clothes to wear. Enough everything then, she and/or he can be accepted in our community. 

Community stereotyping, in judging others are the top priority as against of one another in our relationship , our neighbor, our click in workplace. Thus, whatever , whoever the weakess are the blackship, for nowaday agendas. But, maybe those steps are, were briliant but, this world have its own gravity  also has it own capable in generating whatever has imposed.

I know, if somebody could able to lend her money, give a job for her to suirvive. I think she can move on as similar like others. But, now, people seems too selfish. Likely feel rejoice as others asking any help from them. Plus, make them out from premise as if they know how to manage and arranged manager's interest. 


What goes up it would goes down.

Maybe, at the past, people have done it. But, they also, just a human beýing. Problem came when it times. Also, Has problem to solve with any methods.  

However, hard you work, and however how much you follow , keep in the track in order in the manager's interests to keep you where you are, especially if you are good at what you do, still, there would be something wrong within you in the eyes of theirs.

Ive seeing quiet numberous, those good manager , also, been in the situation whereby their situation been on the stack. Even, he/she been surrounded by good feng shui, she/he had had a good personality, also, may have such trigered in their workplace.

But, you have to bare in your mind, if the career you have chosen has some unexpected inconvenience, console yourself by reflecting that no career is without them.

Anything in this world would have it own test.