Betterment of self, consume with resouse, planning, gaghet, times. It's all related to still put in sum. Still, in focus of your plan, there would has a reluctant of someone. Someone who knew you so well, may take advantage.
In tend to point out of plan with action, they will steal your focus by made you feel nothing and so forth.
Don't go further
Don't over think
Just stick to your plan, to your life
Because with you